Honestly
Honestly,
I don’t know what’s wrong with me.
Seems to have everything under control but not really.
Keep telling myself that perseverance is key.
But what do I do? Convince myself I’m not ready.
Not ready for the truth, the success, and the mind to hold my own steadily.
What should I do? I don’t have a clue why I’m so blue.
Hypocrisy and Sins 11/15/09
So this is madness.
The madness I see the world to be.
This is the sadness.
Only what I feel has meaning to me.
All kindness is bullshit.
One cares not about one else, you see.
That’s why I don’t see.
I don’t see the world to be ever in peace.
There’s no such thing.
No such volunteer without a prior reason.
No one likes helping.
No one does anything without motive.
I see hypocrisy of human.
So organized but in the end not solidified.
Man-kind never unified.
The seven deadly sins aren’t to be realized.
The Pope still needs bones.
Like dogs; greed; bones is never really enough.
The president still isn’t doing much.
Like cats; sloth; satisfied to be and never to me.
Why then? Why ask?
Why am I the only one who is at fault for sins?
Why speak? Why tell?
Why isn’t the hypocrisy spoken of publically?
Let’s tell the world.
To see my views above the rest of the world?
No… I’d be sinning of pride.
the reality state of mind 11/09/09
this is the world without voice and sound
only drop ben’s cause crap means costs
the earth go flat cause circles aint round
no such originality cause the origins be lost
where’s the retrospective perspective?
where’s the relatively short-lived relatives?
where’s the forgiveness cheek turning neighbors?
where’s the cash for hard earn honest labor?
consuming companies n big brotha of oppression
mind gaming us into believing in political fabrication
giving us morphine when drugs are prohibited production
contradicting hypocrites who thinks we don’t listen
the ben’s are in the pockets of the relaxed
when the rest of the world is earning minimum
paying bills when there’s another 10 to be faxed
reminiscent of the great depression masked and redone
so what happened to the social triangular hierarchy?
when does this tipped tipsy triangle snaps outta reality
so when do we become working class heroes’s sounds?
and when can i finally see circles that go round?
stop relying on lying, denying, and defying
start acting on contributing, improving, and uniting
let’s be real
I don’t really need you
