February 2011
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January 2011
1 post
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Honestly
Honestly,
I don’t know what’s wrong with me.
Seems to have everything under control but not really.
Keep telling myself that perseverance is key.
But what do I do? Convince myself I’m not ready.
Not ready for the truth, the success, and the mind to hold my own steadily.
What should I do? I don’t have a clue why I’m so blue.
December 2010
8 posts
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Hypocrisy and Sins 11/15/09
So this is madness. The madness I see the world to be. This is the sadness. Only what I feel has meaning to me. All kindness is bullshit. One cares not about one else, you see. That’s why I don’t see. I don’t see the world to be ever in peace. There’s no such thing. No such volunteer without a prior reason. No one likes helping. No one does anything without motive. I see hypocrisy of human. So...
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the reality state of mind 11/09/09
this is the world without voice and sound only drop ben’s cause crap means costs the earth go flat cause circles aint round no such originality cause the origins be lost where’s the retrospective perspective? where’s the relatively short-lived relatives? where’s the forgiveness cheek turning neighbors? where’s the cash for hard earn honest labor? consuming companies n big brotha of oppression...
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let's be real
I don’t really need you
“Behind the massive ego is a shit-load of talent”
– Tim Kash
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easy
there’s a time when you smile to yourself like everything’s made
“nothing hangs loose like you dude. do what you do” you say…
to yourself. ha that’s kinda how i feel now in some strange way
i stay on my ground any way this crazy-ass world may sway
saving lives like fray. waking up in may. chilling like hawaian leis
this life is so much easier when you let...
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Push me...
…My EQ is so high, I probably won’t push back
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No... Motive?
Is my supposed motive for materialistic and historical success really merely a fear for utter failure and shame?
Assuming that’s the case, my unwarranted lack of care for events correlated with future success seems like a sign that I’m no longer fearful of falling and of disfigured ego.
Well, that’s good, in a sense; at least I’m not afraid anymore.
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crossed
i crossed my heart that i’d love you
i crossed my heart that i’d love you
now i’m crossed cause my heart says i would love you if you had the heart to cross with me
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show
lu was right, alright.
the show does go on
the dream goes on
remember where i’m from
cause i know in the end, i own the crown
i’m still fighting with that other girl,
so i rock the frown
i’ve ended twice what came around
hopefully this time i know what comes around
let’s see if i’m right about what i’ve found
even if i’m wrong, the show goes on
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rationed passion
okay okay. i need some help. help me?
i need you to answer me some questions.
ration passion?
cash and pass and
rest like the best and
fast and furious
death to the curious
so that might not reason and rhyme with your mind
but that definitely sounds fine to my kind
and it rides like the river and it slides like the slope
if i weren’t so blatant with my actions, would you even reply...
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try me
i gotta just relax and let things handle themselves.
i know i got no one else to help me out
you, especially, probably think you’re back on the shelves
remember that this means there ain’t no sympathy i got to feel
although i told you that this seems like my loss
sometimes you gotta see the whole situation across
if i lose you lose, get that across your mind, boss
be sure you...
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huh. i REALLY didn't expect that
You’re not exactly helping
November 2010
42 posts
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not yet
good thing i don’t know if you’re reading this right now
i don’t remember why i left; i don’t want to remember how
i know for a fact you’ve been in my arms, in my world, in my mind
i know for a fact you’ve once been mine
baby you got to know that I’m just doing this for me and you
baby you got to understand how hard it is for me; step in my shoes
...
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iconic irony
it’s iconic how ironic that our symbol of sympathy equates the lack of equality of individuals’ appropriate opportunity
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tell me when
the affection I’m convincing that I’m feeling through this one-sided relationship (or, actually, lack of) makes my stomach burn intensely.
the fear I’m feeling through thinking about the possibility that this charade you promised to partake in might not even turn into reality is following me covertly.
only so little time has passed since my sudden realization and reflect. only...
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unnecessary paradox
I wonder if I’m really as intelligent or as insightful as I think I am. I do have a good amount of critical thinking ability, but the topics that interest me sometimes really have no real-life application. So i guess the real question is if my thoughts and resolutions are meaningful or even useful. Realizing my question may all be spawned from my immaturity and hormonal nature as a teenager,...
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forgot
I said you’ll probably forget since I already forgot what we do have an don’t have
You have the luxury of not remembering
It’s a lie. It’s my life. Was a ride. Nowhere to hide. Not by my side. I don’t bite. You know that. I do sigh. Roll your eyes. Fight. What a sight. You might.
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it's my pleasure
the lack of expected repercussion for my overly saturated generosity (many times unnecessary and uncalled for) is refreshing
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edward... is my name?
you got what i said, even though i heard you say “no i don’t”
i won’t let this go, since you’re the only thing up in my dome
sadly, i know it’ll hurt since i know how it’s like to be alone
it hurts to remember what we planned: “let’s roam to Rome,
cherish Paris nights, swim the Caribbean ocean, & make the world home”
don’t...
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fall
Just let yourself slip through my mind
You’ll be pleased with what you will find
Those words are for you to find and my own to show
Those words are for you to remember and know
Let’s not let this moment go to waste
Not a race, but time is of essence in this case
why
what you told me and what you showed me don’t match up
I’m sleeping
nicolettekady-deactivated201012 asked: You really interest me.
Your poems are so insightful,
delicate and about the real matters in life.
I wish I knew more about you because you spark this curiosity in me.
The basic subjects aren't even what my mind's searching for, it's what lies beneath. The meaning behind your short stories of Life. The foreshadowing you play.
These are the...
Your poems are so insightful,
delicate and about the real matters in life.
I wish I knew more about you because you spark this curiosity in me.
The basic subjects aren't even what my mind's searching for, it's what lies beneath. The meaning behind your short stories of Life. The foreshadowing you play.
These are the...
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headphones
as soon as i put on headphones, voices muffle to void; the world rumbles to the beat
as soon as i put on headphones, i don’t want to be bothered; i become hard to reach
there’s some things that solitude with sounds could enlighten the listener and teach
I’m alone in the seat, but i feel like I’m in reach of paris, bronx, and venice beach
want
i just want running away to be as easy as running
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baby
baby baby baby baby please don’t cry.
i’m here, i’m there , i’m like marty mcfly
your here, your there, we can make the future
hold down the present. together everywhere.
hey baby, hey baby, let’s have no fear
i can be your present; i can be your gift
what’s success smell like? let you have a whiff
it’s more or less sweet just like how our lips...
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I know where it is
It makes me uneasy to find myself among this craziness
I got so lost and now I don’t even know where the map is
Been running too much. I don’t know what lap it is
And I’m lost; no one knows what this is and what our kiss is
And I know we’re lost, because neither of us even questions the kisses
Maybe I haven’t been paying attention because I sure as hell missed it...
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what does...
“What does ‘inadvertently’ mean?”
The time I spend typing that question is the same time I could be spending to search up www.dictionary.com for the definition; maybe this is symbolic.
Maybe I should stop asking and questioning and start taking actions for the resolution.
The time i spend asking others for advices, reasoning, or confirmation may worth nothing in the end...
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sometimes
sometimes I wish I could live out of the system
sometimes I wish I could ignore the corruption
sometimes I wish I could be positive without interruptions
sometimes I wish I understood more about our interation
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reflection of a confusing situation
Why does it still bother me that this small of an opportunity was left unheeded?
I’ve rationed to myself that it probably isn’t worth even my energy.
But the small possibility that we can have something different confuses me.
Knowing time is an issue both in current hours and in age enforces me to give in.
Something about my not knowing the name of this person still attracts me
...
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bones
i’m not exactly condoning the faith to the illuminati
but i try and try to find that eye on the money
i’m not a terrorist or an assassin against this country
but i love the dead presidents on the currency
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remember this?
“I’m sorry I saw you the wrong way. After the time tears came down your face After the time my hands held yours while I said, ‘Everything’s gonna be okay.’ Maybe I was just disillusioned by my own dismay and blamed you for my own mental sway.”
remember that? yeah. i was probably wrong about being wrong
i saw you the right way; you were a user from the start...
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real faux pas
it makes me smile to know that i haven’t compromised my original decision
looking back at the four days i’ve spent, i’m glad i came out in fashion
i’m extreme opinionated but i’m extremely honest about what i write
because ferris bueller can’t be brought back even in black and white
even if i weren’t an expert in this area of supposed expertise and...
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anachronism
I’m unstoppable because i have thoughts
i can’t be held down even if i were caught
who got you? who got you? who got you?
i got you. i think got you. i guess i got you.
i was born in the wrong era.
Anachronism
except who knows if it were purposely done?
what if my awkwardness actually has a purpose
who knows if the 21st century is the year i should be from?
I’ve crossed...
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time
there comes a time when i have to play to my potential
no more messing with these overrated nerds for show
no more screwing around with bitches just to stay low
i honestly hate this place. i have disdain for you assholes
established the record with no affiliation with the cold
cause he taught me to trust only the self till the mind’s old
at least i’ll skip all that bullshit yall...
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game
So he and she are playing the blame game.
This is a story of a few individuals with no fame;
you probably didn’t know about them
A typical couple pass the walk of shame
They’ve been together for a while in the game
He said “Don’t hate the player, hate the game”
She said “In the end, men are all the same.
All you look to do is to leave after you came.”
So...
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ready
I’m ready whenever you are
I haven’t got a clue or care what others think about this
When I leave, I won’t be missed. To the world I’ll kiss
I can be yours, and you can be my Miss.
Let’s make promises sealed by our lips
Already we’ve gone so far.
Take off those heels, Cinderella.
Where we’re going we don’t need shoes
Where we’re going...
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rather
do you really blame me for changing so drastically?
if i really were such a pushover, then i’d also hate me
you’d rather be liked by most but taken so lightly?
burn that boat. it’s never too late to get away
it’s really not worth it to be there to please them all
if you’re an asshole, then you’re an asshole
there’s no dealing with you; forget that...
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park
there was no darkness or street lights
the only flashing lights were in your eyes
it was you and me; no one flying kites
went too far? everything seemed right…
ha.
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unforgettable
irresistible. nothing regrettable. no fiasco. how unforgettable
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Coming home
I’m not going to homecoming not because I’m alone.
If I ask her to come home with me, she probably wont.
Right?
I don’t need another fight about being wrong or right
I don’t need a lesson about morals and ethics
I’m too busy with academics and athletics
Honestly, loneliness is probably the cause. Just be pragmatic
with me.
You see? This is where we’ll...
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hush
ha.
hush baby, baby don’t you cry
everything all good cause you’re the apple in my eye
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honest
oh baby, baby. why’s it seem like your so shady?
either way, the game is the same. i’m still eddie
ha.
honestly, it seems pretty shady when you call him baby
but i have to be real about this: it’s been me lately
i’ve been the one acting tough like a man but it’s killing me
i’m the one being reluctant to express any jealousy
even if i knew we can’t,...
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sexy time
if what we have is a cruise to you
i’d get off over and over
if she were sanity
i’d be in her over and over
if making love with you were like eating cake
i’d finish over and over
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