It makes me uneasy to find myself among this craziness

I got so lost and now I don’t even know where the map is

Been running too much. I don’t know what lap it is

And I’m lost; no one knows what this is and what our kiss is

And I know we’re lost, because neither of us even questions the kisses

Maybe I haven’t been paying attention because I sure as hell missed it like calculus

But I know I’d regret the day everyday if we hadn’t risked it

I don’t blame you. It’s even on my bucket list

I wouldn’t blame you even if you end up kicking it

ha.

In the past, my business wasn’t only my business.

Now that I know, my thoughts are where I should have kept it

Now that I know, I’m used to not having blood where my wrist is.

Now that I know, all I keep off is that bracelet where your wrist is.

Now that you know, it’s easy for you to say that you missed it.

Now that you know, you won’t have to get what my sorry is.

But I accept that apology; let’s just go back to happiness.

The past was just a bunch of my mental lapses.

Everything I wrote of us is what my mind have kept for us

Let’s keep my mind in my mind, ignore them and focus on us