i gotta just relax and let things handle themselves.
i know i got no one else to help me out
you, especially, probably think you’re back on the shelves
remember that this means there ain’t no sympathy i got to feel
although i told you that this seems like my loss
sometimes you gotta see the whole situation across
if i lose you lose, get that across your mind, boss
be sure you don’t forget newton’s second laws
the affection I’m convincing that I’m feeling through this one-sided relationship (or, actually, lack of) makes my stomach burn intensely.
the fear I’m feeling through thinking about the possibility that this charade you promised to partake in might not even turn into reality is following me covertly.
only so little time has passed since my sudden realization and reflect. only so long has been wasted since my truly irresponsible choice to stab myself in the chest symbolically.
i want me to be more mature about the situation and to realize that a bond sometimes cannot be mended as quickly as i want it to be
i want you to just reassure me one time that my attempts to fix something so fragile are, in reality and not only in my mind, pushing towards the right direction before my hands and heart grow tired and lonely
i keep trying toBEAT7,
i'll keep trying until 11:55
when i'll look up at the sky and cry
